I guess i'll do all the proper posts over at siingyee.livejournal.com!

This will remain and i'll do random postings if i feel like it ;) Can't bear to leave blogger,heh.

I feel so pathetic because when i need a shoulder to just lean on and cry my heart out,i don't know who to find that will truly understand how i feel.

I will shop whole day to make myself happy.

Probably by expecting lesser will make myself happier. sigh.

Perfection is a Flaw.

Weekends are always short,and it passes in a blink of eye. I want the weekends to be longer..

Hmmm,i have nothing to do now! Though its the holidays. It seems like people are all so busy. I want to be busy too! Work is resuming soon,i hope time passes as fast as the weekend during work.

I'm thinking if i should quit this job and take up temporary events job because my schedule always clashes,and sometimes the work schedule sucked. Not complaining that the current job isn't good but sometimes i really can't commit so much of my time and i feel rather guilty for working so little. I know i'm very selfish because i give priority to my personal time first sometimes,but i really need to. Aye,i don't know how,work too much also cannot,too little also cannot :( Next month is another headache month :( Haiiii!

I want to go out leh. But Singapore has no where fun. Oh! Sun-tanning anyone?!

I want to leave Sg ASAP.

SO HAPPY AND EXCITED BECAUSE
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EXAMS ARE

OVERRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAYYYYYY!

Yes yes,resolutions!

I know i don't have the habit for this but i suddenly thought of it so here to share and remind myself!

1. SAVE UP!! (VERY IMPORTANT)
2. Pass TP
3. Lose weight (I've been saying this but i'll try...haha)
4. Put more effort into studying to get better results!
5. Be a better and nicer person

Just these in general! ;)

Back to studying,last paper tomorrow!!

First paper tmr and last one's on Friday. I can't wait for holidays to be here! 2 more days!! ;) I am supposed to be worrying for my papers but i don't seemed to be. One thing for sure is that this sem's results and GPA will be totally disastrous. Don't even think about it,sigh..

Wondering why am i soooooo eggcited for this hols?

Hehehe,cause my requested Taiwan trip with fam is confirmed!! I miss the delicious food at the night markets so much!!! But there's not much new places we can visit anymore in Taipei so might skip Taipei and head down to Taizhong.

Another confirmed trip is to BKK with dearest Fion and co.! Though i don't really know the rest of them but i'm still quite excited for the trip! How i wish AL and Min can come along too. But anyway,i'm sure it'll be a wonderful trip!! ^^

Genting might be the next destination with pig,but not confirmed yet! PGD,we should plan some nearby trip too!! ;) And of course MMT if there's chance!

YAY,so happy! hahahha

NOW TIME TO GO BACK TO THE BOOKS :( My fingers are so painful from all the writings,hope it all pays off! *prays hard*

ALL THE BEST FOR EXAMS PEOPLE!! :D

First thing,the muffins were delicious!! hehehe,but i forgotten to take pictures of it..nevermind,shall bake some more next time! ^^

Gonna start studying alrdy,packing my notes now and mugging time starts!

How long is 5 years??? How about a wait of 5 years? Does it feel even longer?

hmmmm,back to books. Study study study!!

1 Feb 10; HR Presentation

It wasn't like any other formal presentations. This is stress-free and wellness-focused hahaha. We did Yoga,Aerobics,some body exercises and my group did line-dancing. Everyone has to participate in all the activities,so all of us ended up sweating. It was fun though! ;)




















WOOOOO, baking with little bro later!! ^^

I'm kinda late but HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRRR!!

So excited about CNY but i fell sick so it kinda dampened my mood a little. I'm much better now! Hopefully i can fully recover within these few days.

It's the third day of CNY and i guess more or less my family and i are done with the important visitings. I guess the rest are optional so it depends on whether we're free and whether they're free.

Something happened yesterday night and caused me to wake up in the morning with super swollen eyes hence i decided to sleep more hopefully it helps a little. It does help although its still a little swollen and reddish when i woke up in the afternoon =)

Shan't elaborate the details of the visitings but it wasn't that boring this time round. Angbao collection...hmmm haha i don't know if its good or bad yet cause i decided not to count till the end of CNY. I should start saving up too!

I seriously want to start studying for the coming exams but i don't know where to start from. Can i have notes from others too? Ours seems abit messy and i'm afraid we missed out something again. Very sad GPA's definately dropping,this is for sure. hmmm :(

Well,hope everyone enjoyed their CNY visitings too! Will try to post photos cause i realised my posts are getting wordy and boring!

I'm so sad.

Everyone's out celebrating CNY while i can only stay home to sleep and watch tv. The swelling is better but the rest is more or less the same. The pain in the throat isn't getting any better till now. Sometimes better though,but it'll come back in no time. Now the pain's extended to the internal of my ear. Fever comes and goes.

I feel so terrible!!!!! :( :( :(

Everyone's sending wishes for CNY. Happy CNY, Happy Valentine's...even on tv they're all celebrating. But i'm not happy at all :(

I know i keep complaining but i'm gonna complain again!

My throat is in terrible pain!!!!!! And i can confirm that its not any normal sorethroat,or maybe its not even sorethroat at all. It's so pain that i skipped my meals for a day the day before,but i tried to have some porridge yesterday. I hate the sight of food and water,i don't even want to swallow my saliva,anything that goes in is a total torture. Its like poking a thousands of huge needles into my throat all at once,fuck.

I feel like digging my throat out now or even admit myself to the hospital so they could insert some tubes in so that i don't need to swallow anything -.-

I went to the doctor at Tamp Polyclinic but he totally sucked. He's so afraid of me cause i had high fever,and he sat so far away from me! Wth,he think he can see my throat properly from so far away and he's not even sitting infront of me. He think he got superpower can see through my throat from the side. He immediately asked me to keep my queue number and card when i placed it on the table -.- and said i wanna pass my germs to him WTF want be doctor still so paranoid somemore both of us wearing mask -.- And the medicine he gave is for normal sorethroat and fever which i have it at home and obviously its of no use thats why i go to the doctor right. Angry,never even check properly dont know see doctor for what,damn useless please this kind of doctor. Sue you if anything's wrong with my throat,ha

Anyway the main point is,i have an interview test later and i don't know how am i going to talk for 5mins. Even when i didn't talk its so so so painful. I shall bear with it for awhile later,wish me luck.

)':

Last few weeks was busy busy busy. And finally,it's the last week of school! YAY! There's still the commskills interview though,on the coming Friday! Not very looking forward to it yet i want it to be over as soon as possible. Till then,preparations for exam starts.

However....it's gonna be CNY first!! I am quite into the CNY mood right now though i bet it gonna be another boring visiting trip. Am so envy of close families. Hmmmm. Well,it's still good to see them once in a while though.

Valentine's Day clashes with this year's CNY and i don't quite like it cause i can't go on a proper date! But i know it will definately turn out great =)

Another thing! I am going overseas this holiday! Like finally. We missed out last year,which was kinda sad cause travelling to different countries is what i anticipate every year! We ain't going anywhere special this year but it's where i requested to go! So nice,so happy! hehehe^^

Yes yes,after the trip with family,i'll be going away again with Fion and friends! Can't wait can't wait! I want shopping and delicious food yo!

Thinking of planning a trip to M'sia as well but by then i guess i'll be damn broke. But i wanna visit Kota Kinabalu!!! Or maybe Genting sounds good too. Sunway Lagoon's not bad too! hahaha omg there's alot of places that i wanna go. Maybe end of year if the time and cash is too tight. Start saving up people!! I'm extremely excited as i'm typing all these!! hahahhaha!

Okay,back to some serious stuff. Exam is in another exact 2 weeks time and i have to confess that this time round i'm rather afraid. I think my results are gonna be........disastrous max. Very saddening :( I must be a good girl and start studying right after all the visits for CNY! *i hope so =/* Argh,i know i've said this for a million times but i still hate school. So envy those that doesn't have papers!!! :(

I think i should stop here if not everyone's gonna exit this page when they saw the chunks of paragraphs. Have a nice week and an exciting CNY and Valentine's! I'll probably be updating again next week cause the next few days will be kinda busy again. Ciao!

I know i keep complaining but i'm really really tired. I gave myself a day off on Saturday (yesterday) and today early in morning i had work then accompanied Carlun for that few hours before sending him off again. Then back home to study for tomorrow's Club&Resort test. Gawddddd, i'm so sleepy now!

Mon - Club&Resort test
Tues - Commskills Mock test
Wed - Work + HR project submission
Thurs - Work
Fri - Travel&Leisure Quiz

I need to book my BTT too,have been dragging till now. But. Lets wait till all these are over.
Gonna be another tiring week,i detest school!

I hate Goodbyes too.

I hate everyone today. I hate myself too.

Moodswing or not,i feel that people are sometimes just putting on a mask. A mask that prevent people from seeing the true self.

We don't need to be nice all the time; just be true.

I feel so disgusted that moment.

It's a bad bad day i need some happy pills. And a break.
(Yay I just received a parcel!! So nice to be receiving parcels,instant mood lifter hahaha ^^)

"the only reason people hold on to memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change when everything & everyone else does."

i miss you.