Fuck this is awful to the max
I know i keep complaining but i'm gonna complain again!
My throat is in terrible pain!!!!!! And i can confirm that its not any normal sorethroat,or maybe its not even sorethroat at all. It's so pain that i skipped my meals for a day the day before,but i tried to have some porridge yesterday. I hate the sight of food and water,i don't even want to swallow my saliva,anything that goes in is a total torture. Its like poking a thousands of huge needles into my throat all at once,fuck.
I feel like digging my throat out now or even admit myself to the hospital so they could insert some tubes in so that i don't need to swallow anything -.-
I went to the doctor at Tamp Polyclinic but he totally sucked. He's so afraid of me cause i had high fever,and he sat so far away from me! Wth,he think he can see my throat properly from so far away and he's not even sitting infront of me. He think he got superpower can see through my throat from the side. He immediately asked me to keep my queue number and card when i placed it on the table -.- and said i wanna pass my germs to him WTF want be doctor still so paranoid somemore both of us wearing mask -.- And the medicine he gave is for normal sorethroat and fever which i have it at home and obviously its of no use thats why i go to the doctor right. Angry,never even check properly dont know see doctor for what,damn useless please this kind of doctor. Sue you if anything's wrong with my throat,ha
Anyway the main point is,i have an interview test later and i don't know how am i going to talk for 5mins. Even when i didn't talk its so so so painful. I shall bear with it for awhile later,wish me luck.
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