I need a hug badly now :( I felt like i just dropped from heaven back to Earth.
I hope you enjoyed your 'last' day with me yesterday. Please take good care of yourself! The rest of the heartfelt words i have already told you so you should know it!
I reached home at about 4am last night. And slept only at 5plus. I didn't know i could cry so much,haha. I know i made you feel even sadder but really couldn't help it. I thought i could control till i got home. The tears almost lost control when you kissed me goodbye,it was damn heartbreaking seeing you walk away. I slept for less than 5hrs and this morning i woke up with my eyes 'glued'. Spent quite some time opening my eyes. Mummy said i had a nightmare and i screamed,haha,but i can't remember anything so i must pray that it won't come true!
Supposed to drop by CO in the morning to buy the uniform but i was quite reluctant to get out of the house. Took my own sweet time and only got out in the afternoon. Grabbed a few pieces of apprarels and went off. Headed down to TTSH to accomp Fion tgt with PGD,but i was more than an hour ealier so i settled myself down in Starbucks till they reach. Browsed through the photos in my camera to kill my boredem.
We headed down to town after that,did some shopping over at the malls. I'm surprised at how much Orchard changed and the number of new malls coming up. Orchard is so pretty during this season,the Christmas lightings and decorations were beautiful,the street were crowded. But i was lonely,i haven't had the chance to walk down that street with my pig yet.
My cramp didn't help much by hurting so much. I felt like going home,even with PGD's company,i felt so alone.
However,i was really delighted when the phone rang =)
Today i felt really lonely. Today i missed you. Today i'm so tired.