Don't ever ask me. Cause it's not something that i can explain, that kind of confusion. sometimes it's really disturbing, but i can't set my mind on what i really want. The feeling so strong, yet it's repelling. I don't know if i've really gotten over, i don't know if i'm really feeling what i'm feeling, i don't know if this is right, i don't know what exactly am i thinking. I don't know. It's really disturbing.
Something i yearn for, yet its something i'm really unsure of.