i had a really bad night ytd.

met Chrystle and Dora at CompassPoint for proj till ard 7pm.
bumped into TeeSoon, Fookkee & Jasmine then BoonGwee within 30secs? haha

afterwhich i headed down to PlazaSing to meet MMT, but only yeongyih was there. went over to CityHall as Lester and Winston was over there, bought present for yy's parents, waited for Lester to collect his jeans and went back to PlazaSing. meet up with Desmond, Kevin, Serena and Ryan. went over to Alps. (we were invited to join them for yy's parent's bday! they have the same bday, same year, and the next day's their anniv. damn cool right)

okay anw, opened a Martell and started drinking continuously. thn after that there's 1 Dewars and 1 Chivas18.

so aft that everybody crowded ard to sing the bday song.
i almost blackout.
my vision started getting very blur, like as if the surrounding's spinning very fast till i cant catch anything that's happening.
the whole place became very noisy as well, too noisy till i can't hear anything.
didn't know i drank that much.
but nah. i think it's cause i'm not in the correct mood.

then, i sensed smth's gna rush out of my throat.
went to the toilet and everything came out.
felt so much better.

continued playing, mostly with kev i think.
the Dewars made me feel like vomitting again, but cannot feel anything coming out. so continued drinking.
in the end, kev's drunk. he slept, so i tried to rest too.
des and ston slept too i think.

aft that was really horrible.
i dont knw how, i cried so hard.
second time infront of so many friends, so paiseh.
first time was the bicycle incident at eastcoast.
but this time was really...crazy.
didn't knw i can cry so much, and so long. haha
dont even knw how it started. grrrr
only knw i was resting, and when the first tear dropped, it continues.
ahhhh. dont knw what am i thinking.

the feeling was really terrible.
and the feeling of wanting to vomit but nth to puke was worst.
i only had a bread for the day.
tried to force something out, but nth came out.
i stayed in the toilet for a long time i guess.
still, smth came out in the end. gastric juice.
this is shit. it made my throat hurt alot. my voice almost gone.
i wanted to get out of the toilet. but the moment i walked out of it, and smell liquor, i ran back into the toilet again.
the routine repeats.

it was alr 4am when i finally settled dwn.
Alps was alr closing, but later than usual.
sat there, vomitted out gastric juice again, and they passed me plastic bags.
almost made me suffocate when it's brought near my face.
probably cause of the whole night of puking and crying.
resulting the need to catch for breath.

cabbed home aft that.
Thanks Serena for accompanying me the whole night. love you :D
Thanks Lester for sending me up to my door, and of course accompanying me thru the night as well. love you too k sugar daddy :D
Thanks everyone else too, esp mmt. i'm okay :D


anw! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YY's PARENTS! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TOO! hope they'll be as lovely ever! :D





friday night was rounding.
pictures will be up soon.

Shermain=)

had lots of fun with pple in the pictures above :D

this week passes rather fast. i like it this way. cause it means hols are approaching! but mid-sem tests are coming ): why no study break! no time to study man.

projs are always the killer.

i feel like drinking! whahahahahah
i hope tmr's on.
(:





it can be so difficult just to understand myself.

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